Where's my dad?
I don't know.
I slept a total of 3 hours last night.
Between Adrian crying and screaming
And my phone ringing .
I had no chance to sleep.
3:36
My dads home.
Without Jen?
Wow....
"Shes upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
Drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it theres nothing there
Its only left over tears
Mom and dad had no right she screams
The anger runs down both of her cheeks.
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding
Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries [x2]
Curled up shes on the floor
Relief left her she had hoped for something more
From it (hoped for something more)
From it
He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping and He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse [x2]
Gets worse.
Now shes slowly opening... [x2]
New eyes...
She opened her eyes
And found relief in His life
And put down her knives.
She opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down her life."
Be honest, did you ever mention my name? Did you get sick of the shame?
Happy second birthday Adrian. I hope you have many more. He's so young. I hate how big he's getting. Soon he'll have to start worrying about things.
Oh my god. I had the most amazing time last night, -Nevershoutnever.
Mix of my music.
"This shit gets old" which is "How she feels". She walks around and sings songs of murder. She thinks "If you think this song is about you it probably is". She's always tired but has one life dream. To go to "California" and leave these "Hurricane 2.0". All the people there at at least "6'7'". When shes asleep shes in perfect "Harmony". When shes awake she has to deal with people yelling things like "Hey Zeus! The dungeon" and their always talking with "Stratovolcano Mouths". It's pretty "Hot right now" here in Miami. But, don't worry. We're not "The american average". Have you ever thought of the "Notes in constellations?". Most people don't. Guess what? "I love you more than you will ever know"... "Come sing with me.." before I need to take my "Meds" I can't believe it. "Mr. Owl ate my metal worm!!!" i'm going to rent a "Knight" to get my worm back. Maybe "Jane Doe" will help me.. I want a "trampoline" so that "those who slay together, stay together" will "Let us burn one" in "thermacare." Ugh "Love is a cat from hell." Don't you agree? This "illuminaudio" has me "lovesick" That's the "Lousy truth" :/
I would do more but i have a life thank you very much.
THERE ARE SO MANY STRANGERS IN MY LIFE.
Negatives outwheigh the positives,
She doesnt know who i am.... For i a m a g h o s t to h e r .
So, i've been pretty down in school lately. I havent been doing any work. At all.... And, i could care less to be honest.
I'm going to check my grades...
FMl.
Im outt.
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