15 day challenge :D

You know me.
I be lazy.

SO, I'm just going to do the 15 day challenge in ONE DAY.
Wow. I know.

15 basic facts about yourself-

1. -I'm changing schools in March.
2. -I have brown eyes that amaze me. 
3. -My hair is super thick, Yet it gets pin straight sometimes.
4. -I'm short.
5. -I'm skinny.
6. -I really hate the colour yellow.
7. -My insides are really messed up right now.
8. -I can say the alphabet backwards!
9. -Something I cant stand  is when people just randomly put you down.
10. -I am a size 6,7,8 in shoes :D Haha,
11. -I'm really lazy. But, i get things done.
12. -I don't miss people. But i say i do.. 
13. -My feet are really cold right now.
14. -I love bacon crispyy. :D 
15. It took me exactly 15 minutes to complete this.

14 not so basic facts about yourself-

1. I have an obsession with Donnie Darko.
2. I still talk to my ex almost every day.
3. My dad and me dont get along very well.
4. Tomorrow is what im scared of.
5. I listen to all types of music.
6. I draw but i suck at it
7. Im getting a tattoo of an eye with the number 13 in it.
8. Blogging use to be my only escape. Now i have others.
9. I've lost a lot of friends in the past 5 months. And idgaf. :) 
10. I'm going out with a boy named Chris.
11. I've cut myself around 590 times. Yeah. I counted.
12. I'm proud of who I am <3
13. My favorite number is 13. It has been since i Was 5.
14. Frosted Flakes is my favourite cereal. :P

13 ways you break the ice-

Skipping this because I'm just amazing like that. 

12 Signs you're into some one-

1. I start stuttering around them (like., wtf. How old am i -__-) 
2. My heart falls outta my chest when i see him.
3. They;re the only thing on my mind.
4. I get really nervous and stay away.
5. They're the only thing on my mind.
6. The mere mention of his name will make me meltt<3
7. I'll smile like an idiot.
8. I'll try to stay as far away from them as possible. Just to avoid looking like an idiot.
9. I wont look them in the eye
10. Ill talk to him a bit more than usual.
11. Hugs always involved :D 
12. I'll just be.... Margaret. But a bit more.... Girly :D 

11 signs you're not into someone-

1. I will give you sentences like this..
2. i will try to avoid them.
3. I'll talk with no emotion.
4. Obviously, try to stay as far as possible.
5. Ignore you.
6. Look directly into their eyes and speak harshly
7. Well, yeah. Its pretty much summed up already.

10 things you do when you're bored-

1. Blog :)
2. Write :)
3. Eat! Duh!
4. Go on Opinionaded :)
5. Cut (Oops, too much honesty for you???)
6. Hear music.
7. Draw.
8. Facebook.
9. Dance in my room 
10. Read. 

9 things that make you happy-

1. Blogging :D
2. My brothers 
3. Music!
4. When you hear "I love you"
5. Dancing without caring :D 
6. Talking to people I havent talked to in a while.
7. Remembering old memories.
8. Talking to old palls :D 
9. Being home alone :P 

8 things you're known for-

1. My arm.
2. The people I've dated.
3. My ridiculous sayings XD
4. The way i stand! 
5. How skinny I am but i eat like a pig!
6. How much i read.
7. My technological skillz :D
8. My weird sense of fashion. Tie, Glasses, Poshh kid <3 

7 things you wanna do :D - 

1. Live before I die <3 
2. Write a novel mofo :D 
3. Tell these losers that they're not all that.
4. Get smashheddd :D Haha.
5. Get kissed in  the rain. Even tho its nasty.
6. GO to paris.
7. Trash a house <3 

6 things you'll never do- 

1. Heroine. 
2. Ecstasy.
3. Any other drug that ill be fucked up royally with. 
4. Murder
5. Rape someone in the back of a truck. Thats just messed up bro. Err'one knows you do it in the front ;D
6. Cheat on a cheater with another cheater.

5 good things about you

1. I'll act stupid to make you happy.
2. I can make people smile :D
3. I can write!
4. I can read like 10 books a day :)
5. I'll attempt to be your friend. :)

4 bad things about you

1. I have bi-polar disorder. -_______-
2. I smoke. :l Trying to quit tho.
3. I cut. yeah, not really going to give that up.
4. When I'm writing i tend to turn it into cursive and it comes out as squiggly lines. Haha xD

3 ways to make you cry-

1. Tell me you hate me.
2. Hit me like my dad does.
3. Basically say things that are horrid. Words scar more than wounds. 

2 ways to win your heart-

1. Be a hopeless romantic <3
2. Tell me lies, lies, and even more lies <3 

1 thing you need to say

This is going to be pretty long sorry. 

One thing I really need to say is- I don't want to die. I'm scared out of my mind of death. Just the mere mention of that word terrifies me. I really dont want to die :l 

I want to live. 

<3